Saturday, March 29, 2008

Despite the fact that i have been closer to all my friends i feel more more alone than ever :(


ben on 9:41 PM
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Monday, March 24, 2008

Father, is this what the world is gonna teach every 1? that hugging is wrong... holding hands for boys is wrong.... preaching ur word in china is wrong... being close friends but not in a relationship. If it is i really dunno what to say abt ur children. As much as i am ur child and part of this world, pls remove my agony but if it is ur test i'm willing to take it. Lord, pls be there for your ppl. Their indescribable corrupted minds are despicable as much as i am. Teach them. We know the devil is at work. So Lord please give us ur wisdom ,strength and ur armour to win this battle. Father you always talked abt unity being impt in our church but yet some are not united so Lord i'm begging you unite this church. your love and church is the only thing keeping me going right now. Whether a 1000 ppl left like what happened in the vision you gave me i will stand there for your church becoz its ur house. If its my purpose to unite ppl then give me ur sword to strike the enemies down.


ben on 8:24 PM
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ben on 6:34 PM
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Monday, March 17, 2008

yesterday was the message on a messy and bad life well today is my worst day. today i didn't have any lessons AT ALL.And for the first time i wanted to study. at 9 i was sent to my sch barber becoz i had long hair ( WHICH IS NOT TRUE!) secondly becoz i only had my haircut at 5pm so 9am to 5 what did i do? basically i slept. and i got sent for dc -.- and during the haircut the barber use some sharp knive to take out the hair and he cut me 4-5 times so i look at the towel and i saw alot of blood-.- fantastic right? best day of my life.


ben on 7:50 PM
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Sunday, March 09, 2008

i told ya i will never reach the standard,...


ben on 9:58 PM
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