Friday, August 22, 2008
haiz.. how empty can i get? ><how much more can i take? ><
how long more can i wait? ><
i'm empty, unhappy. When will this end? how much does one have to pay for his mistake?
Yet, i feel joy. i'm not sure how to explain it.. but its like love overcoming everything.
im so empty without you. yet i feel joy like i'm more than 100% sure that things are gonna be alright.
Almost everything has changed. Life is full of changes.
But some never change.
The love of the Father never changes :)
The love i have for her becoz i made that decision to carry on :)
Love is patient.(how true)
Though many things seems to have changed for the worse, i'm glad God answered my prayer.
It was not the way i expected it to be but God always does smth special for each one of us :)
This period is painful. Full of emptiness.
But this is where i will seek God in humility.
If you ever read this, though i noe its quite a low chance you will, i have one thing to say..
I noe i have made mistakes but juz listen this time.
"Believe me". This time i really am different. If you don't believe me let me show you with actions not just words of my mouth. :) Im sure things will be alright :)
ben on 11:16 PM
