Sunday, September 14, 2008
I hated myself for who I was...What I did.
Whatever I have done..
Who I was created as..
How I looked..
I did...
Each morning i walk the pass the mirror in the hall, I stare at myself...disgusted...for who i was...
Now i see at myself in the mirror learning to love myself...
Not erasing the memories of my past but learning to move on.
But i just can't seem to forgive myself for certain mistakes that all it ever did was brought me nothing but misery.
God, give me strength to forgive myself because it seems impossible :(
ben on 12:26 AM
